Life is full of highs and lows as we all know. I've been experiencing a lot of that lately for some reason. I'm not bipolar I swear It's honestly just because life has been crazy as of late. I mean I just started my mission after being off my mission for a year so obviously that's going to generate happy and anxious feelings. I'm also very sad that my friends Sloan and Nicky are going to be leaving college soon in 9 days from now. It's going to feel like I'm losing a lot of comfort and support even though they will only be a text away but texting doesn't cut it sometimes. I really like sloan quite a bit and I wish her the best at college even if she does find someone else, I really want her to be happy because she deserves to be and I mean that with my full heart. Of course I would be very very sad about that if that did ever happen but yeah like I said before, she deserves to be happy and I care about her a lot. I also worry a lot about Nicky. I know she has a lot of stress in her life and with Parker just moving to Cali, I know that that is really really hard. Not only that, but she is going to logan and moving away from her family for the first time and that takes some time to get used to but I know she will be great and make new friends really fast. She's been so awesome and a great friend throughout high school up to now and I am so grateful for that and so I will miss her quite a bit.
Sports is what's going to keep me going once all of this change starts. That and the gospel honestly. Everyone knows how much I love the Jazz, the Patriots, and the Aggies and so that's what I'm going to turn to happiness for awhile. I know that's sad but its true. I love my mission and everyone is so nice and so that will help as well, along with the support of the Lord. I will look forward to Sloan visiting me on the weekends to watch Jazz games and to just hang out. I hope Nicky visits as well and doesn't get lost in all of her school work lol. My health problem is very good some days but terrible others and I really hope that gets more steady as my mission progresses and i get used to the change because change affects it quite a bit if any of you guys didn't know. The gospel always keeps me going in times like these and I'm so so so so so so blessed to have it. I would be so depressed and lost without it seriously. I'm so happy to have it and to have a good testimony of it. I'm glad I am where I am because it's exactly where i'm supposed to be in life to help me get stronger. One day all of my struggles will be worth it and make me become the best, full, and true Erik Hanson. Thank you everyone for being great. Cya
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